Piss on Chris

I got Chris arrested and then got arrested for missing court myself, and was in the same cell. At least that case is over, and I can always reopen it because I never admitted in pleading, so I have to wait for Gooding to leave the bench, and Holiday to transfer out of division. Gooding eventually will rotate into family or civil.
Then I reopen because I never plead properly, on a writ, and overturn it, and then hand it all back.
Maybe this will break sarah away from Chris, but I doubt it. She defends him because of fear and sick love and whatever other reason. Chris is a piece of shit, was cutting up shopping carts for drug money when his kids go hungry, because he sells their food stamps.
That selling of stamps got Sarah to take judy to WalMart to pay us back for what we spent on her kids, and Sarah, always broke because of Chris, had to go and steal.
That got Judy arrested, as well as her own stupidity.
But something needed to change, and I kinda felt this coming. I know Sarah is blind and stupid when it comes to Chris, and they blame me. But she needs to blame him for being such a shit to his kids. Maybe the courts will force him to change, but that's doubtful, and if he does it won't last.
But it exposed Chris for being the theif he is, and Sarah as well at WalMart.
I can even maybe bring suit over Judy's arrest....
Been thinking about my sister, need to re-establish. I just hate her being with asshole worthless Tony. Judy is lucky to have me and needs to start showing it.

Judy got arrested for pills in the wrong container, and now I have to lose time and money to deal with it, and cancel a job that I have to let slide and go away because I have to deal with getting her out of jail. Won't be long.... But hell, I can't keep doing this or dealing with it.
Sarah stealing got Judy busted.... Pisses me off, she never listens, and if she did we'd being doing much better. She fights me just for the sake of fighting me I think.
I sense things being crazy until Christmas, even up to it. I haven't had a clear vision dream in some time, just fast flashy ones with more feelings than details.
I do see progress, and letting a guy become a closer friend... I see Darryl running to me for help and getting closer. Maybe divorce drama.
Alex is growing fast, now if he could just focus and Judy would shut up and stop cutting my legs from out under me. He needs discipline, and I need backup, even if she thinks I'm wrong. She doesn't see it, but I do that for her most of the time.
I need a vacation.
No rest for the weary.
So Judy is in jail and going insane, but I'll have her out soon. Maybe this will wake her up. Sarah caused this mostly, but Judy didn't listen, and she just fails to see that I'm normally right.
This isn't her wall, but I feel she has a big wall coming that just might change her.

I'm a Dirty Rat

I told Dr Day about Sarah and the pill problem. She is part of the vanishing pills and if she can do that to Judy I just don't trust her, and she will never leave Chris. Despite what I know what could be, especially if we get money soon and carry her with us, I don't see it happening. I don't feel a future with her there. The window has kinda closed on that.
Pills gone, Judy gets sick, people always stealing, most of her friends based or include pills, it sucks.
I could fuck everything that offered itself to me and go find more and still not be as disloyal as Judy has been because of pills. It steals from us, and will hurt us before it is over. It is destroying her, ruining her health, and she needs to fix her guts. Bitch needs surgury before she winds up like Sheila.
I just have the life sucked out of me because I can't fight the drug wars, it takes my air away and I can't breathe.
I'm just fed up.