Saturday, August 1, 2009

I'm a Dirty Rat

I told Dr Day about Sarah and the pill problem. She is part of the vanishing pills and if she can do that to Judy I just don't trust her, and she will never leave Chris. Despite what I know what could be, especially if we get money soon and carry her with us, I don't see it happening. I don't feel a future with her there. The window has kinda closed on that.
Pills gone, Judy gets sick, people always stealing, most of her friends based or include pills, it sucks.
I could fuck everything that offered itself to me and go find more and still not be as disloyal as Judy has been because of pills. It steals from us, and will hurt us before it is over. It is destroying her, ruining her health, and she needs to fix her guts. Bitch needs surgury before she winds up like Sheila.
I just have the life sucked out of me because I can't fight the drug wars, it takes my air away and I can't breathe.
I'm just fed up.

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