Well, it seems like everyone is going through hell. Money is tight everywhere, and drama is pervading. Sarah and Judy currently really are close, and my opinion on what would work best for everyone still just sits at the side of the road.
There are a lot of changes coming fast, and I think we'll get though things fine, despite this defiance my son has towards everything. I'm just stressed so much. There was an incident where the westside redneck came out in them, dealing with pill drama, something stupid that the girls did that could have wound up bad. None of us need that shit. I need to get these girls and kids away from Jacksonville. Maybe that feels like a need in me, to be the Knight who rescues....
Maybe that is a good aspect of me.
Anyway.....
I hope to get some big jobs soon, and if I can make that move to Carolina I think faced with a real chance to start over and maybe Sarah might just come along. I know I like hat, but I don't see her in our future in some recent visions. I see money coming in waves, a little or enough first, then a little more, then a giant chunk.
I also know Judy's going to be and stay sick and get worse then start to get better, so I have been worrying about that, but not that hard.
I also know that we will put up with some shit and be okay, that there will be some birth pains...
But I have much to fix....
I do have an ability to see solutions so clearly, just no power to effect it.
Not yet, anyway.
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