Wednesday, April 15, 2009

That's It!

Today was a fairly good day. Judy went to Dr Day and got her meds, so is as close to normal as she can be. I saw Sarah today, who has been scarce since pills came up missing. We understand what pills and a life with Chris can do to someone, and understand she withdraws as well, but damn. And Sarah knows we love her. Still she needs to come off of a few lies and just come clean. She also needs to get away from Chris. And I saw Amanda, and she seems to be in somewhat better spirits. Josh came over with Andrew and two other guys, and Sgt. Pepper bit him, and all the dogs just didn't like Josh. They hate Chris as well. Leave it to dogs to be a great judge of character. I'll trust a dog before anything usually. Instinct is there for a reason, and it works.
I trust my instincts about people usually, and how do you tell some people that the people they hang with are wrong for them? Me, I'm usually very blunt, but some people want to be so non-offensive and understand that they allow others to get away with the worst transgressions. Women seems often to like guys who are mean or bad for them, and from experience can tell you that when you are too nice they take advantage of it. Southern women are especially acclimated to abusive men as the norm, when where I'm from not so much.
I put in the new desk and moved the computer and all, and it is better. And tonight Judy and I made love, and I don't know how much was mood and how much was position, but I hit that thing just right. She melted. Now, if I can get that, sometimes in marathons, with more head and oral, and a few more times a day, I'd be much happier. But even if I did I would want the extra I want because I want that because of the "daddy-man" father-husband mindset I have and how much I love the role I am pretty good at, part is that Knight in Tainted Armour on his trusty Old Gray Shire coming in to save the Bitch Princesses I adore so much, and because my love and who I love has grown to more than one. That I can't help, it is there, and if I ever get to live that they will just wind up with such a decent and happy and giving guy to share. Judy will always be #1, but she caps me at a level that is too low is what I need.
Love can be a big and unusual thing.
But man I grinded Judy for like 20 minutes then my arm cramped when I moved fast in a weird direction, and it felt like I pulled a muscle in my right shoulder down to my wrist. Once that past I got another 15 minuets and we came together like we usually do, but watch for the toe curl. When Judy cums she tightens her pussy in a way she can't fake, so I know, and can never be lied to about how good I get her off. I am, for some reason, more content when I can smell the scent of pussy in my beard as well. I could get pussy ten times a day and crave more, and since this is a natural thing I think it is normal. I don't lose sleep when I get what I need either, but sleep through the night and wake up well rested and ready to attack the day.
But at least tonight wasn't too quick. Not the hour plus and three gasams for me I crave and can be satisfied with, but much closer considering.

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